Lost & Found: What Brain Injury Survivors Want You to Know

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My name is Kristy I suffered a big Traumatic brain injury in 2014 it is 2016 and still things arise physically and mentally related to my injury. My children were 16 and 18 when it happened and my daughter who is 20 now has some compassion and care for me, there was an inbetween area she hated me thought I was faking. My son now 18 moved into his Grandmother and Grandfather's home and I think he hates me I want to help him and wondered if due to a parent's disability or injury there were supports to help for scholarships to anyone who knows I would appreciate any help with that or adjusting to the attitude change within people in my life I love my kids so much I shed tears every day due to their actions or thoughts given to me verbally my email jollyollylolly5@charter.net I will take any help

Actually, I am long time Traumatic brain injury victim since 1987 , I was 11 years old at that time. I hope that I died at this day. I had a fracture in my skull, broken skull. and i was unconscious for 7 hours then before i wake up they give me a medicine to keep sleeping until the doctor clean the blood before reaching the brain. the accident had effected the left side of my brain. just I was walking on the pavement near my school in saudi arabia. and a car hit me , hit traffic light and hit the wall. i am 40 years old now but i feel like 90 years old with no power due to the medication it take to be able to function like a human.

My husband was in a Motorcycle accident back in August and also suffered a brain injury (TBI). Many of the things you said, sounds very much like him. He is still healing and is also looking for those who are or have been in the same situation. He has talked with a friend who has TBI and that seems to help but I truly wish I understood completely. No matter what I research or talk about with others, it's also very rough for me. I don't want to come off as though I'm not trying, I just do not understand completely enough to assure him and comfort him the right way even though I try. I know it's rough on all involved but the most important is the one who is dealing with it. I hope he sees this and is open to talk to others like you and hopefully we can all benefit from this.

Wow. So reading these stories are like watching a trailer for a movie about the last 7 months of my life. I am Amanda Sowell and I was in a traumatic car wreck in August of 2015 we swerved a deer and in result over corrected and hit a tree and ever though the airbag worked and the seatbelt somehow I still tryed to exit out of the windshield. I'm not good at that. Any way I had a very large gash in my head and 2 anuerisms , fractured jaw in 4 places , and the injuries keep coming. Now that my brain doesn't hurt all these other things are hurting. Go figure. I don't even remember the first 3-4 months of being home. Because I had no insurance they rushed me out of the door of the hospital after 4 short days. I wasn't ready and neither was my family. Especially my 3 boys 2 in which have autism. This is a complete 360 of my life prior to my accident. I'm very strong willed , stubborn and self reliant. I had to be for my boys. That's definitely changed. They've helped me through so much and they are my inspiration every day to try a little harder. Haha the brain operates everything. The memory loss and confusion and physical and mental fatigue are exhausting. The kind of exhaustion I never knew till now. And the emotional ups and downs are as well as the mood swings and the sensory overload , don't even want to get started on that. It would be so easy to give up but that's not an option for me, I can't. I've endured all this with nothing more than the love of my God , my family and ibuprofen. No physical or occupational therapy or counseling just faith. I know my journeys no where near over and that's ok. I'll get there. I also have third nerve palsy as a result of the bleeding on my brain which is basically an injury to the third cranial nerve that controls your eye along with some issues with partial paralyzation of the right side of my body. New injuries keep popping up so like I said I'm not done. I was a nurse and kept the elderly that had Alzheimer's and 2 of my boys are autistic. I completely understand what they are going through now. I can totally relate. With every story I read I feel emotionally drawn to each and every one of you. Let's keep writing and telling our stories. We are part of each other's recovery process. I personally thank each and everyone of you for sharing. And I am praying for us all.

I have a severe tbi in 2002 and was in coma for a month, with many physical injuries. Through all my rehab, etc., I managed to start college and somehow through hard work, made it and ended with a masters degree. The problem is I feel forever LOST. My memory, still a problem, I get overwhelmed very easily, I have mood swings, no patience, frustrated, etc. Etc. The ways they say to cope, have not helped because I need a full time job to function in this world and live, how does one have a life with this disability? I never seem to find the answer and nobody truly gets how difficult it is. They really have no clue.

I am 23 years post tbi and for years I counted on things getting better as time healed wounds. This simply doesn't happen with injuries as severe as mine and IV accepted the fact that I get worse with each passing year, but I learn to handle it better. The hardest part is dealing with other people. Hearing their comments like "you look fine" or "u don't seem disabled". Or when you try to explain self-hate or self-harm to them. First, if their still around after telling them about it, you've made a good start! I find most people leave n never look back. The ones who actually stay n try to understand but, of course, can't, I sum it up by telling them "its ok. I'm documented, certified crazy..." They seem to accept that as a reasonable explanation.😉 I just have to say I never in a million years knew the human body and mind could put up with so much pain, torture, hopelessness, loneliness, and fear as mine has. God made us stronger than I ever knew. I died 5 times that day of my accident, and the good Lord brought me back each and every time, so I must be here for some reason. Maybe to bring these words to you... God bless and keep you all. Never, ever give up. God is good.. Thanks for listening.

Firstly, i'm sorry to hear about both your TBI & anything related to it. I also have a TBI caused by an underage drunk driver who was 2x over the limit, on the wrong side of the street & speeding as he struck my vehicle & drove straight into the left side of my body without touching his brakes (t-bone/min estimated speed@ +75mph). Idk how far away you are from the injury date & Idk if everyone has a similar situation regarding their initial TBI experience but I noticed how extremely impatient I was & how irritated I became during the first few seconds upon discharge of the hospital. I'm not sure when that lessened or if I've just learned to quickly remove myself frm the triggers as time went on, but it does get better/easier- as with all things.

Living with a brain injury is like putting a kaleidoscope over your eyes getting in a car with a blind driver with the throttle stuck all the way on staying like that for years and then trying to cross a busy inter section in rush hour traffic.

Hi there my name is Wendy Watt and i am still getting very angry and upset over the little things. It is hard knowing what I have been through and how hard it is to explain to people about having a head injury. I do not talk about it but i am getting there. I am a very hard person to live with as my husband will tell you and everyone that i have lived with. I am grateful for all the people that have stood by my side through the whole process. I still do not no why I have to live with it but I have to. I get a vary of questions about my scars that are on my face and I just say to them I was in an accident. I do not talk about it as it hurts me as I lost a really good friend.

Cheers and thanks for hearing my story if that is what you want to call it.

Dear March 30th, first, know that your loved one is very fortunate to have your support, it can make all the difference.  If your loved one has not had speech & language or cognitive therapy, that is the best place to start, not only for help  with speech & language skills but also with memory & organization.  Some other suggestions would be to try to get her involved in a hobby she has or even had as a child. Her personal interest might help motivate her.  You can also try playing board games or working on something like jig saw puzzles together.  The fun, relaxed atmosphere might stimulate conversation.  Something else to try could be exposure to pets or animals.  People often talk more to animals than pets.  Last but not least, just be patient with her when she does speak, allowing her to take the time she needs to make the connections in her brain and find her words, unless of course she asks for help.  It will help her build confidence and her language skills.  She can also use all of the positive comments and encouragement you can give her, without sounding condescending.  I hope this is helpful.  Blessings, Barbara

Hi, I have a loved one with brain damage I would like to know what I can do for her to help her with her memory and her speech because she doesn't talk at all but she can. Is there any way that I could help her with all this? Any help would be appreciated thank you she was in a car wreck also

Ok I have always wanted to give back and yes I truly am now! At 18 I was in a car accident and suffered a TBI, I was in a coma for about 2 1/2 weeks. My recovery was slow, very sad, alone a lot thank God for my parents. I always had goals and dream. I wanted to walk, then run then go to college with the medical professionals saying I would be lucky to be able to stay by myself.  Today I am 45 with 2 awesome and very intelligent daughters.  I have 2 masters degree with the most recent and my true passion Rehabilitation Counseling. I work as an advocate helping folks with disabilities receiving what their plan says and starting to counsel privately. I also teach spinning (indoor bicycling) 2 days a week and work out 5-6 days a week. I umpire baseball and softball in the spring and summer.  I will say I do NOT have enough time or space to list all the times I have failed or been fired from jobs.  With that being said I would never stop, I always looked for what I could do or try next after losing a job or failing at some event.  I had a great support team with my parents and brothers.  However like I said before I am 45 and only the last 3 years have been truly the best years since my TBI.  I wake up everyday looking forward to the day and excited.  I never thought I would ever be this happy again but after all the hard work and finally finding work that I love and embrace and they embrace me I can truly say my TBI is past tense.  I am open to communicating or talking to anyone that reads this letter and wants to chat. Here is my email charlesbrose@msn.com  Thanks,

Charles Rose

In my journey back to reality I have found this site and others to be extremely helpful in this transformation.

Laughing when I'm searching for a word is neither humorous nor helpful. Pressing me for a response in a crowd is also not helpful. Sometimes trying to respond in a crowd puts me in the position of repeating what I hear someone else saying the middle of my response. It's both irritating and distressing. Maybe you can function with half your brain tied behind you but I can't.

I had my injury 10 years ago now, without all the support from other tbi survivors and lots of wonderful people I probably wouldn't be where I am today with a wonderful family and grateful for all I have. Heck I even recorded my own cd, I'm not some amazing singer I just needed to keep the challenge in my life and not give up as can sometimes without support out there. Don't give up everyone we all have a purpose even if only to be there for others just starting this frightening journey x

It's like being trapped inside of your own body and brain, never being able to escape or understand. Kristin

I fell down and hit my head so hard that i broke my neck at C5-C6. It took 9 month for the doctors to diagnose and performed surgery. even after 6 years and in constant pain management I have been in total denial. I was reading a recent medical report from my doctor and it said TBI. I cried when I read this article because I have completely dismiss the fact that my brain still in recovery. I am not allowed by my doctor to do more than 20 minutes of Zumba a day only twice a week. Yet I try to behave like a normal person. I have TBI , It sucks, I want to be treated with compassion but this is only going to happen if I have this compassion for myself.

Thank you, I needed to read and come to terms with TBI!


This article should be read by everyone that has suffered from or they them self is suffering from: https://www.dovepress.com/treatments-for-traumatic-brain-injury-with-emphasis-on-transcranial-ne-peer-reviewed-article-NDT

I have recently started to date a friend of 2 years for 2.5 months now, and not being intimately involved with him until now, I am surprised by how different he is than what I thought him to be.  He told me in a conversation once, that he gets migraines due to a mountain biking accident he had (hit his head in a helmet and compressed his neck/spine).  I feel so very heartbroken at how he treats me, yet - for some reason I love him and am still with him.  It seems at times that he is a completely different person than I thought he was.  He is a good, kind, generous, loving person - but then he will behave so "selfishly" and hurtfully that it tears me apart.  I don't think he knows he behaves like this. I feel like breaking it off with him because it hurts so much.  But then I remembered his story about his head trauma and decided to research that.  What I have read here written by courageous TBI survivors has given me something to think about.  Thank you so much for sharing, and for easing some of the pain in my heart.

I fell and hit the right side of my head on concrete in July of 2015.  I went to ER and had four staples.  I had a cat scan that was normal and was sent home and told I would likely be better in a few days but to follow up with my family doctor in a week.  I was far from better.  The world was spinning and I could barely move.  I had issues with both light and noise often wearing two pairs of sunglasses while in my home.  The headaches were awful.  I saw my doctor and she wrote me off work for another two weeks and referred me to vestibular therapy.  This therapy helped a great deal as the vertigo finally eased.  My life however felt like it was still upside down as other symptoms persisted and due to balance and perception issues I was still limited in my abilities.  I work in a stressful and fast pace environment but it is a job I love because the people and youth that I work with are amazing.   I am also a bit of a work-a-holic and a control freak.  All of a sudden I found myself in a completely helpless situation.    I felt so depressed and I cried almost daily.  I am now on long term disability and have finally had to accept that this is my new life, for now.  The reality that this situation is likely going to take at least a year for me to recover from this injury has helped me manage some frustration as I know this is going to take time and that I have to be patient.  I have often spoken with others who have brain injuries and realize, this could have been a lot worse.  I believe that everything happens for a reason and that maybe this injury has occurred because I need to learn to relax more, slow down in life, and focus on the things that matter.  I still struggle with processing information, headaches, and nausea that comes with motion but I continue to work with my doctor, a neurologist, a physiotherapist, an occupational therapist, and I try to maintain monthly massages due to some neck pain.  Hearing other survivor stories are helpful as I know I am not alone.  I have also learned the importance of trying to be optimistic of the gains I have made, no matter how small they are. 

This made me cry. It absolutely is the way I feel and couldn't convey it. Before my car accident I was an extroverted, happy, up and coming actor/writer, and a doting loving father. and since my concussion 2 YEARS AGO I have been an angry, frustrated loner seeking help from doctors that has yet to come. My family is loving and does its best to help me but I'm sure their frustrated with my slow improvement. Thank you for sharing this

January 16th, it sounds like you have done very well after your concussions but you may want to think about a different career, one where you aren't required to work at a fast pace, where you can be more successful.  Speed of processing is not usually a strength after a brain injury.


It's called ptsd. I know fear. You can be a more compassionate person who understands.

Dear Jan. 17th, please call the Brain Injury Association of whatever state you live in for guidance and resources and support groups.  You are not alone!


I remember a severe blow to the head at 3.  I fell and cracked my skull at 9 (lost consciousness) In late teens and early 20's ,I was thrown from a car (lost consciousness). When 35, I fainted from illness and passed out, slamming my head into the doorway molding, then losing consciousness ( not sure of the time from fall to time when my eyes opened up ( looking at the ceiling.)

Now. my 50s, I suffered a blow to the head that left me "stunned". My last accident was 8 weeks after the blow and my balance was not at it's best. I landed head first onto concrete.

Here is obstacle..Please ANYONE.?

My Parents, siblings, and 2 of my 4 adult children do not speak to me. I am accused of being on drugs (I am not). also told that I am "not right", and that I repeat myself... I was not invited to Thanksgiving  or Christmas. My feeling are hurt deeply...almost to the point of leaving me useless...has anyone been in this ? What can I do (I just called a parent today and was told I should call more)  :(   as I the only one who is sitting and shocked?

I have had 6 concussions, one due to a near deadly car accident. I used to be really sharp but, now honestly I feel dumb. Things don't come as fast to me. I have to ask people to say things twice because I don't pick up on it the first time. I work in a fast pace kitchen, and I, at times feel like am a week link. It's disheartening because I feel like I'm not me and I don't understand why. It's a struggle, I don't sleep and it's hard to explain why I'm depressed. People don't understand.

It has been almost 23 years since I got TBI due to a car accident in 1993.  Everyone thinks I am fine because I look fine, and I just physically look fine, I have worked a few jobs since then, however I do not seem to be able to continue working at these jobs, mostly because if I ever make any kind of mistake, no one ever thinks of it as having anything to do with my TBI, because they don't think of me as having TBI because I really dont seem to have anything wrong with me. I've read the above information and it is so true and relieving to hear that other people actually have the same problem I do.

Excellent. Never had read or able to put all those thoughts together. TBI survivor almost 34 yrs.

I am crying because, I have found more like me.   I fell at work, Sep. 24, 2015. I work in a hospital.  I went airborne back words, like a football player being clipped from behind.  I landed on the back of my head, and upper /neck/back.   My head bounced two times that I remember, it may have been three times off a concrete floor.  I am missing some of the event, and it is believed that I passed out.  I remember black spots, the wind being knocked out of me.  At some point I remember a lot of people surrounding me, I was on the floor, I think I was shaking, my uniform was becoming wet.  People were attempting to sit me up, move me, but I think I heard myself say do not move me my head hit the floor hard.  I was crying, they shoved a pillow under my head, that hurt really bad, I was nauseated, my vision was blurred.  Sounds around me were not normal, they were hyper loud and the lights seemed brighter.  I was moved to a gurney, then to the ED.  CT, was normal. I was sent home with family.  My condition declined over weeks, and the first three months... etc. It hurts to think, to concentrate, to task, to think of words to speak with.  At times my speech is better and as I tire it worsens.  I sleep less than an hour at a time.  My hair fell out in clumps, and is still falling out.  I had a large hematoma parietal, and occipital areas.  It hurts to touch my hair with a comb or brush.  The brain spasms, cramping, squeezing, burning, sharp stabbing, pulsating pains are beyond description, The roaring nose in my brain at times drowns out external noise.  The short term memory laps nearly cost us our home.  I left soup on the stove to heat, forgot it. This does not scratch the surface.  Thank you to everyone for your post. 

It feels really good reading my thoughts. TBI's are awful injuries & those suffering I feel your pain. I was in a severe auto accident in 2005 & since that time my life has never been the same. Seems to always be a struggle.

I had a head injury 3 years ago on my job  and ever since then my life changed for the worst. My supervisor was short tempered with me and jumped on my back for  not doing things right. He said "I have a disability and it don't stop me." He had gout in his feet when he ate rich foods. He thought I could just get over it. I had headaches, short term memory loss and I got confused easily. This past summer my job was cut along with 20 other people. I moved away and resettled in a place I thought would make me happier. I prayed for a job and God lead and employer which hired me, but I am having a hard time with my supervisor. He has little patience with me. I haven't told him about my injury, but tonight at work I will. I don't know if it will help or hurt me. I am just going to put it in the Lord's hands. I do get deeply depressed and feel like I'm no good anymore. Just because you look good on the outside don't mean your good on the inside. No one cares about people with head injuries, they just think we are lazy. 

I could not read it all because of my brain. But I am crying tears of joy because this feels like home.

I had a deep breath of I'm not alone, thank you. It's been 17 years and I have managed to hold 8 jobs.  I've quit 6, been let go from one soon to be two.

I was in a coma for 4 days, I believe, it was after being hit by a vehicle while I was walking in May of 98, I was drunk, and Dr said being drunk probably saved my life because I didn't tense up, yet at the same time I think it did kill me.

I look fine and I can't tell employers during interview I am brain injured, or I get no jobs. I am told don't use it as an excuse you've had jobs, you can walk and talk fine, and it's been 17 years.

There was a part of my rehabilitation where I needed to talk to a brain injury survivor, and he told me he had lost everything his wife, house, job, kids. I find myself now in my birth country without family, having to make new friends after having the same group of friends for at least 20 years.

I wish people knew how I felt

Hi there my name is Kyle I had a bad accident motorbike I find it difficult to remember what people are saying about anything it is very hard

This page is extremely helpful, and it describes exactly what I'm going through. I'm just reaching the first year mark of recovery from my tbi and it seems so hard for people to understand what I'm going through. They all expect me to be better by now but it is so hard having to relearn what I forgot how to do and rebuild problem solving skills.

I'm so glad that this page exists and I can share it with people so that they can get a sense of why I'm acting so differently than I was, and why going through university right now is the hardest thing I've ever done. This is amazing and the huge amount of people posting here makes me feel so much better now that I know I am not alone.

I am so sorry for what you guys have to go through my heart breaks when i read these stories 

From a 13 year old kid

My husband and I were married for 4 months when he had an automobile accident that he was not suppose to survive, but he did. He had numerous injuries but the worst of all was a frontal brain injury. I have been an operating room nurse for 19 years, nothing prepared me for what my children and myself have been through in the last 8 months. We are existing not living!! Walking on eggshells and his reality isn't our reality. He is mean, selfish and the most arrogant man I have ever met. I keep praying everyday that my "other husband " will return. Well that hasn't happen and I am not sure how much more I will be able to take. I love this man with all my heart but loving him that much isn't going to change the situation. He has severed all ties with friends and family and no one wants to be around him including me. I feel the whole situation stinks and just pray that it will get better or pray that I have the strength to walk away.

Thank you  for the information.  We're just starting this journey with our 19 yr old daughter.  She was in a car accident on Oct.22,2015  & received a concussion with loss of consciousness. She is so frustrated with how slowly she is recovering.  She is dealing with short term memory loss & headaches.  She forgets to eat & it's harder for her to put things in a timeline. Like what day she did something, she gets mixed up & thinks she just did it & it was several days ago. All these articles are helping me to understand her battle a lot better & some solutions to some of her challenges.

So I was struck by a car while on my skateboard about 6 months ago. I fractured my ribs, jaw, knee, shoulder blade and suffered a TBI. What bothers me the most is the aftermath of the accident. People just don't understand you. They think you are the same person. They don't realize that your whole life changed. I recently have fought multiple friends. It's just a tragedy. I can't make anyone understand my disability. It's a tough life for all TBI survivors.

That was the perfect definition of a head injury with brain being in a cast.

I'm retired army vet from no seat belt riding with friends after getting off work in 1993 now with recent surgery getting baclofen pump in will hopefully answer my prayers getting out of my wheel chair.

So like some people never even knowing that I even have a TBI unless I told them.

Please stay in  touch like to get to know some more about you


Thank you. I was feeling lost and thinking I am getting worse. It is great that someone understands. This help me get thru this frustration.

I survived an attack by a gang ...trying to prevent a lady , who had her children with her, from being assaulted... During the attack I was knocked unconscious several times... And my head kicked and stamped upon... Since these injuries I have often blacked out..sometimes for days... People don't realise how difficult normal tasks become..when you can not concentrate on anything for very long... I myself have gone from very out going to pretty much a recluse... All confidence had left me...was limited in vocabulary..reading and writing.. And 15 years later I still struggle with so many things... Relationships , friendships became almost impossible to maintain... The thought process changes so drastically, behaviour patterns also become uncharacteristic... Mood swings... On top of the world and in a moment , down into depression.. I have recently entered into a very loving relationship, with an incredibly patient and easy going lady... The time zone and distance in Miles, do not trouble me... Each day though I battle to feel worthy of such love... And work hard now to recognise the symptoms and effects , these injuries have made.. In May of 2016 we hope that this beautiful lady will be able to visit me in the UK... With her help I have come so much further forward , than I thought possible... To help in the healing process I am looking for a documentary , on the effects of head injuries and relationships, that we can watch , that will help both of us come to a better understanding of the difficulties caused... Thank you Brighteyes.. You relit the flame ,that had just about been extinguished...

I came across this by chance. It sums up what I'm trying to explain to people. I also have to remind myself that this is all new to them. I'm just two yrs in and looking for someone to manage my money. I keep getting ripped off.

~~This is such a great article, thank you very much for posting it. I'm 20 years from my last concussion, 30 from my first (and by far the worst). I've never known that other people feel this way too. I always thought, and have been told, that I'm just an emotional person and that I need to control them better. And while I have attributed certain symptoms (like exceptionally poor long-term memory and exceptionally good short-term) as being effects from multiple concussions, there are other symptoms that I never knew about mainly because it is very difficult to recognize them in yourself.
For instance, the reason I am here and looking at these articles is because I recently had an issue with dealing with anger. I went to a late movie with my family and my step-son met his girlfriend there. When it was time to leave, he was taking his time coming out of the theater, talking to his girlfriend and just being a normal 15-year-old. My wife and I were tired and ready to go home. I got unreasonably frustrated saying things like “We’re not his fucking limo service” and like what he was doing was at the highest levels of disrespect. I was out-of-line and my response was way too severe for the situation. And there are numerous times throughout the past couple decades that are similar for me. I remember them all and still feel horrible and embarrassed about each one.
But what was weird was that I had no idea at the time that I was doing anything wrong. I felt that I had every right to be frustrated and I had every right to stand up for myself. It wasn’t until my wife talked to me about that night in the theater that I realized just how inappropriate my response was, and even then I fought it a bit. Prior to this one instance, if anyone would confront me about my response, I would justify why they were being over-sensitive or looking out for their own best interests, or just unwilling to accept responsibility. But when I looked back at my reaction and placed myself in my family’s shoes, I was once again horrified and terribly embarrassed about how I acted. And I know that years from now, I will just think of that one moment (another to add to the collection) and feel bad about myself.
I am very appreciative of this article and there are so many friends and loved one that I no longer have any sort of relationship with because I have either alienated myself from them so they don’t have to deal with my shit or they have distanced themselves on their own. I understand that I will unfortunately not get those relationships back, but hopefully I can now explain this to new friends if I start acting weird. It doesn’t mean they won’t distance themselves, but it is still at least better than them thinking I’m just a total asshole. Or maybe I am, who knows.

I am a 5+ years survivor of tbi...i was raped and beaten badly...during the attack i was kicked in the head with a steel toed boots...it cause serve damage to my brain and other serve health issues...my tbi went undiagnosed while the doctors were focused on my other health issues...after moving to texas i was diagnosed with tbi and started treatments...after a surprise pregnancy i had to stop taking my medications and treatments...i lost my daughter at 24 weeks of pregnancy and my health issues had worsened...i started to have extreme seizures...2 years ago this month i suffered a stroke and was put in a medically induced coma for weeks...during this time i was transferred to at private hospital in mexico to undergo stem cell treatments...i have been here almost 2 years now and i have suffered many setbacks...seizures and brain surgeries...i have a whole new team of doctors and i am finally finding the hope i have been missing...i am getting better and the stem cell treatment is working...my brain cells are coming back and i am starting to be able to do more...there is still alot i cant do for myself and i get easily frustrated...i have lost some many people in my life because of them not wanting to deal with any of this...i feel so alone most of the time...my biggest issues right now is i am so very much in love with a man and he isn't understanding why i can do certain things but not others...i cant hold my cell phone but i can hold bigger things...he is not understanding that i cant grip smaller objects and i can only hold the larger object for afew seconds at best...i am working hard on this...but i am afraid of losing him because of this...any advice anyone can give me is greatly needed..thank u

Love this! It has been 16 yrs since my injury and took years to allow myself to accept that it's ok to sleep more, go somewhere quiet or just observe rather than try and follow multiple conversations. Never give up! Allow your body to rest and do the best you can do. It's more than most will ever try to understand.

Hi All Thanks so much for sharing circumstances and stories alike. Atleast now I know that I am not the only one and that I am not crazy or going through stuff that makes me seem like I am a crazy person. This really brought things into clearer perception. I suffered TBI through a car accident whereby I was a passenger just going along with my cousin as he just got a new car. Little did I know that... that ride in the car would change the rest of my life . I don't know the exact happenings of that night and don't like to dig too deep on what really happen as I chose to not relive that and be thankful to still be alive today and a walking talking miracle. I was in icu for a month and doctors told my family I wouldn't make it and if I miraculously did... I WOULD HAVE NO MEMORY Miraculously I healed and recovered... not 100% but alive nevertheless Everyday is different for me and new obstacles by the day I might be able to do something today but tomorrow it's a task that just can't be done and makes me feel really inadequate and that I can't do anything right and feel bad to rest when I need to and feel like people would think of me as lazy... I am alive today after 3 years and while in that icu I had an encounter with God and my late grand father. They both were walking me back to life as I was told that I crossed over but that wasn't God's plan for my life. That's the reason why I live my life as best I can now and live righteously. TBI is really bad although I look fine with a few scars here and there... people think I made a full recovery but nobody knows how it really is and I thought I was the only one but after reading all this posts I can rest at ease knowing that I'm not weird or abnormal. What happen to me was not planned or intentional but it's God's will for my life. I try everyday to be the best person I can be and try to share my tesrimony to touch and impact other people's lives. I know now that life is short and we don't have to live it like it means nothing... I never knew the value of life before my own was nearly taken from me. Dealing with the moods, fatigue, eyesight, not being able to do this or that is hard but hey... Atleast I'm alive to try and live as normal as I know how to be... even though I know I can and never will be normal ever again. Please I ask that more people share their experiences regarding motor vehicle accidents and how they deal with TBI. For everyone who is still alive to share your stories... Thanks God everyday to still be around to share your story and maybe jut maybe... u can impact someone life. I am a 28 year old guy who still is living 3 years ago when I was 25 and haven't grown up since then. I'm still caught up in there because that was part of my life that was lost and where my life turned upside down. Lastly I want to say... for us it was a mistake and something we could have ever known.... But none of the happenings were a surprise to God. He already knew what was going to happen and we should not question he's Till for our lives. Keep the faith and be strong and let's do our best to try and be the people we once we're and screw everyone who doesn't get u now. The ones who matter will always be around and try and understand u Don't try and nake insignificant people significant.

Hey! This sounds really familiar to what I'm going through. I hardly have days without pain I'm seeing chiropractic doctors and eastern clinical massage therapists now (these are paid for by insurance because it's considered chiropractic.) My neurologist is incredible and has me in Vestibular Therapy for balance. I'm halfway through my month of it and I already feel much less lightheaded! Athletico has great Vestib Therapists. That's insurance covered too. As far as partying, I was already a bit calmed down at the point of injury (age 30) but was usually up for a fun night out once every couple months. Headaches and dizziness probably won't stop for years, if ever. My neurologist has said it's simply considered a "behavioral change" and my Vestibular Therapist has even assigned me the homework of going out to socialize because the pain holds me back. I rarely last more than a couple hours but I realize that I also don't miss out on anything (as the more inebriated everyone gets, the less they remember anyway.) I'd say just find new hobbies or experiment with a variety of them to see if they might better get your attention - without a hangover, big perk! Best of luck to you. This is certainly the most challenging thing I've ever been through and I empathize. Give yourself some patience.. And try some new things so you don't feel like you have to get dizzy at the bar. Friends might accompany you also - and I'm sure they'd be happy to save $ on a bar tab. Sending you strength.

My brother aged 25 was in a serious motorbike accident 2 weeks ago. He broke his pelvis in 3 places, his back and his right forearm. He had massive internal bleeding in his abdomen and received a blood transfusion at the scene. More worryingly is he has a clot in his frontal lobe on right side of brain and pressure on the brain. He was sedated for 9 days and they drilled a hole in his brain. The pressure is now normal. The clot was the size of a golf ball and now the size of a dice. I went to see him on Wednesday and he was responding to pain by pulling faces and opening his eyes only briefly, he was breathing finally completely on his own, and coughing but that night the consulatant phoned my parents to tell them that if he did recover he would be left serverly brain damaged and need 24 hour care for the rest of his life. He hasn't even fully opened his eyes yet so i still have a lot of hope for my brother. He has now got septicaemia and has had another operation on abdomen to clear infection and been put on kidney dialysis to clean his blood although his kidneys are ok. They have told my parents today that they are amazed that he is still alive and that he will die. Reading this has been a great help. Maybe I am in denial but I refuse to grieve for a brother that is still alive. Thank you